Thursday, January 15, 2009

Deep Freeze

Holy shit, it's cold!
I think I must be on an episode of "Ice Road Truckers" or something. Temp today in Chicago is supposed to be at -2 for a high, not to mention the wind chill. I know, I know, other places are going to be even colder but damn! Anyway, visions of Florida, California, the Carribean, etc. are flowing through my mind lately. My dad, who lives in central Florida, told me "yeah, it's going to cool down here, gonna get down to the upper 60's" He's always rubbing that stuff in my face, except in summer, when he & the old lady get outta there and come up here because of the heat. Kinda like "reverse snowbirds."
I uaed to make fun of those people, usually older folks, than went & hid "down south" for the winter. But now, I wish I were one of them. A gal I chat online with is moving to Clearwater, and she said "You should get a route down here..." If only. Actually, we do have a distribution center in Orlando - at least one of our drivers transferred down there- but I dunno. You have to take the bad with the good; hurricanes scare the crap outta me!
So, I bought this face/ski-type mask, where only your eyes & mouth are exposed; seems to work pretty well, in fact, too well. The two times I've used it already, my head became all hot & sweaty! I know I rhymed there, unintentional. But tough times call for tough measures, as they say, or something like that. It's a good thing to have on hand, rather than expose onesself to frostbite, which, I hear, can occur after only 10 minutes in these conditions. That's why I
enjoy watching "Ice Road Truckers," to see the techniques they use, not only for self-preservation, but also on their machines.

Only two months till spring - I hope that groundhog sees his friggin' shadow.

More soon,

Steve

Monday, January 5, 2009

Holi - daze

Hello,

So we've made it through another holiday season, I see. Hope all went well with you & yours.
Back to my regular schedule, Thank God. It really wasn't too bad, and the extra $ will come in handy. See, I not only have to deal with Christmas, but also my daughter's birthday, which is January 9th. She's turning 17, a weird age for girls. I asked her what she wants for her birthday, and she said "Oh, I dunno". Look, I know she wants a car of her own, and she's also talked of wanting a dog/puppy. I can't decide which of those two are worse, honestly. The winter actually helps, because it puts a damper on some of these things. I mean, who in their right mind is going to get a new dog in the middle of winter? Same thing with a car - I sure as hell am not going car shopping in these God-awful temperatures. Yeah, I know a lot of it can be done online, but you still have to test-drive the thing, right? Anyway, the winter buys me some time to get the dollars, and the head, together.
I would always think to myself, "OK, I've made it through Christmas, now just the kid's birthday." I know that sounds kind of callous ("Where's your holiday spirit?"), but it really has been something, at least over the last few years, that I've had to "make it through." It's almost like winter, especially for truck drivers in the snow areas. "Yep, made it through another winter." I see my job the same way, "Made it through another trip/route, whatever" Stopping to "smell the roses" is not in my vocabulary. If I stopped, all I'd smell is diesel and shit! So, you "keep on keeping on, till the day breaks, and the shadows flee away..." (one of my favorite quotes, by the way).
I've probably said this before, but, as I get older, I think I'm getting crabbier. It's funny, because
we always made fun of grumpy old men, and now I find myself turning into one. The Archie Bunker Syndrome, as I call it. I know, I can change, just as Ebeneezer Scrooge did, but it can be really tough, you know? I get annoyed more easily; it seems as if I'm being pulled in several different directions, by the demands of: my boss, my wife, my daughter, my sleep, my business, etc. I need a vacation. I get three weeks this year, Yipeeeee!
Look, I'm not a "Debbie Downer" (Wah, wah, wah...),. In fact, this time of year, the New Year, brings me a sense of hope. Not necessarily resolutions, which most of us fail at anyway, but a hope that the coming year will be better than the last. I hear song lyrics popping up all over the place here. It's definitely a time for reflection on life (for me) ; you know, where have I been, where am I going, that kind of thing. I still smoke, I still over eat, don't take particuluarly good care of myself, that has to change, because I DO want to dance at my daughter's wedding, and I DO want to hold my grandchildren in my arms, and I WILL!
Time to go car shopping...

More soon,

Steve